Page 156 of 366 - TIME.
CAN YOU BELIEVE IT. I’M TWO MONTHS AWAY TO THE END OF ITP. I AM TYPING IN CAPS BECAUSE I’M SO AMAZED BY HOW TIME JUST FLY BY EVERY SINGLE DAY. I CAN STILL RMB WHINING TO MY MUM AND SAYING STUFF LIKE IDK HOW IM GONNA SURVIVE THIS 22 WEEKS. BUT LOOK. I CAN REALLY SEE THE END OF ITP ALREADY…. OH GOSH. ok calm down liao. anw, through this 3 months, i’m more certain that colleague-turn-friend will never happen to me… idk how to be a friend with someone when theres a conflict in interest. so.. yup. :/ i really draw a clear line between th staffs there and myself. lol. anw, i’m counting down to the end of ITP but i’m a little :’(. just a little. i find myself having some kinda attachment to that place.. but what i really don’t like is that a couple of staffs there are really two faced. ITS DAMN FREAKING SCARY. this moment, they can be all smile and friendly and the next min, BOOM. raise their voice at you. :/ when i recall of this moments, i’m glad that ITP is ending soon. but still… i really like some parts of my job scope. you know ever since sec sch i never thought of being a teacher. but now, i’m considering.. we shall see..
Page 141 of 366 - double standard
i need a vacation. i want to get outta this country, this situation i’m in now. i want to travel to a relatively safe country alone and just do some soul-searching. its been a tough week. very tough week. many times at work, i just wanna burst into tears. whenever i felt like my tears are going to fall off i will raise my head and look at the ceiling to calm myself down and let th tears stay in my eyes. that feeling really sucks. this morning when i woke up, i felt so awful that i just sit at one corner of th room and cry my lungs out. called my mum and she know that im really tired so she went to th wet market and bought me breakfast. my fav ba chor mee and th shelf is stock up with my fav milk tea too. i felt so blessed and touched that i cried again. wtf. after a good cry, i felt so much better. & than wai yi called me and i rant to her again. lol. probably the only person that will always be there for me beside my family. now im feeling good! but negativity still engulfed me. ever since internship started, im SO not myself. been using coarse language to curse others silently. i rarely do that because i believe that if i do that, i will get my tongue cut off when im in hell. but thats one of th few ways to vent my anger. im also much stronger and won’t let anybody in my workplace see my tears no matter what happen. i changed, for th better. i need to get my life back on track. another work week 2mr. FUCK THIS SHIT. & also to the person that will never see this, but FUCK YOU AND YOUR HYPOCRISY.
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Page 137 of 366 - i’m on my way
i have amazing friends. i want to be an amazing friend. thats why i always try to be there whenever you are down. when i received your call, i knew something isn’t right. sometimes i hate myself for not being able to help you. all i can do is to listen to you. but no matter what, i just want my friends to know that i will always try my utmost best to be a good friend.. the friends that you know through your school life will stay with you. even colleague-turn-friend can never be compared to them. <3
I KNOW RIGHT. I WANT EUN HYE TO GUEST STAR ON RUNNING MAN. <3 I WANT KOOKIE TO DATE HER. <3333
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Page 133 of 366 - th time of my life
Ytd met up with waiyi & just chat & chat & chat. Endless things to chat. Glad that our conversations is not allll ab ITP. That’s great! Teehee. Met up with pritz & sha today to watch Avengers followed by lunch @ pritz’s house. Chat our afternoon away. Made a hasty decision & went to Bishan for desert! & just chat again. Cant wait to meet them & go for our zoo excursion in June!! Gonna meet with sec sch friends th following week too. I love my friends. Th happiest things in life is indeed free. You just needa find joy in every little moments.
